When we're at a workplace that we love and worked hard to enter, we generally will continue to work hard to impress those of influence.
And it's complicated when our partners won't support us in our endeavors, agreed the "Am I the A**hole?" (AITA) subReddit.
The Redditor, who has since deleted his account, had a highly unexpected argument with his fiancée when she accused him of controlling her by suggesting what to wear for a fancy work dinner.
When she continued to take it out on him, the Original Poster (OP) wasn't sure how to feel about his relationship.
He asked the sub:
"AITA for asking my fiancée to wear a different dress to a work event?"
The OP and his fiancée came from very different backgrounds.
"For background, my fiancée (30 Cis Female) works as an executive at a big company and gets to work from home in leggings and crop tops."
"She is regularly stating she loves that about her job. That she can do dyed hair, tattoos, etc. and they don't care. She also comes from generational wealth."
"She is also white. She comes from plantation money."
"I do not (Trans 29, he/him). I came from poverty and 'trailer trash' and worked my way up to become a professor at a nice private college. I am Latinx."
"I love my job. I can wear dyed hair and tattoos and piercings too, but I dress professionally."
The OP wanted to dress to impress for a holiday work dinner.
"There was a nice work event to celebrate the fall quarter. The president of the college was there, it was in an art gallery downtown. Nice band. Fancy cocktails. We were allowed to bring a guest."
"I was nervous because as an out trans guy, I regularly face a lot of microaggressions in the workplace. Something my fiancé knows and makes jokes about me being the token diversity hire."
"My fiancé picked out two dresses the night before and asked me what I thought. I picked the one that was flattering, but not skin tight, nicer material, and hugged her body in more appropriate areas."
"She got upset and cried because I don't accept her as she is."
"The next day comes and I'm putting on my suit and tie. As I walk into the bathroom, I see her putting on the tight, less nice dress."
"We got into an argument. She put on the dress I picked."
The rest of the night was complicated.
"She didn't wear a bra or make-up. She usually does. I didn't want to ask because it's her body, her choice."
"But it hurt she didn't understand she represented me too. And I was in a very nice three-piece suit, tie clip, freshly cut fade, and well-groomed beard. I polished my shoes. I tried to look my best."
"I sort of looked the other way when she started crying. I wasn't going to ask why she didn't want to wear a bra to my workplace."
"She didn't talk to me the whole night. Pouted."
"She looked beautiful but later she said I was controlling, that she felt rejected for who she is."
"I found out she told her friends who now think I'm a controlling toxic fiancé."
The OP was being to notice a pattern in his relationship.
"My fiancé regularly pushes boundaries and I've become ashamed. On one hand, I fully support autonomy and self-expression. On the other she does it in ways I feel like I shouldn't have to tell an adult, and then cries and wonders why."
"I feel crazy and exhausted. I do not wish to control my loved ones or her. I want her to feel safe to express herself. But she pushes so many boundaries, I get embarrassed regularly by her behavior."
And there was a concerning development after the work party.
"She used to be really caring and understanding and came off as highly empathetic."
"The other day after this and other things, I sat her down and asked her if she was okay."
"And I told her that I don't feel safe around her and that at any point, it feels like she will snap."
"She got red and got in my face and yelled at me, saying, 'You don't feel safe?!? I don't feel safe!' And she laughed in this weird way and then started crying."
"She locked herself in the closet and wouldn't come out until I called her friend to come to calm her down."
"I was shaking and quiet. I didn't know what to do. When I tried to help, she snapped at me and said she didn't need a dad."
"I left so confused and embarrassed and I don't even want to tell people what happened."
"AITA?"
Fellow Redditors weighed in:
- NTA: Not the A**hole
- YTA: You're the A**hole
- ESH: Everybody Sucks Here
- NAH: No A**holes Here
Some pointed out how important it was to dress appropriately for work events.
"NTA."
"I have zero clue when it comes to my significant other's work functions and want his opinion so I don't look out of place. It's his event and my goal is to make sure it goes smoothly for him, and I expect the same in return for my work events."
"Plus, she owns both dresses! It's not even that she was deciding which to buy and was talked into the other one."
"This is not an issue of body shaming, controlling another person, etc. It's about the fiancée not being willing to be a team player for one night and choosing to die on a hill where there shouldn't have even been a battle in the first place."
"She was asked to wear a dress out of her own closet (that she herself pulled out as an option) for one evening." - Legitimate-Tower-523
"I rarely wear makeup, and I live in comfy clothes for my job (petsitting). I rarely wear a bra."
"But I recently had a fancy baby shower and two family funerals. You can bet your a** I wore makeup, a bra, and nice, appropriate dresses to these events. I made sure they were dresses I liked, too."
"I'm pretty good at finding these things on sale as well. It's not that I don't like dressing up and looking nice. It's just not an everyday thing." - perkasami
"I don't wear makeup and I dress for comfort always. I'm currently sitting in my office in leggings, a baggy sweater, and combat boots."
"But my husband has his holiday party for his office (suits) at a country club (fancy) with dancing so guess who got an appropriately fancy dress fit for dancing in to match his vibe." - VickkStickk
"I live in leggings and graphic tees normally, but if my husband has a work event, I verify the dress code with him and get input on the final look."
"There are times when expression through fashion isn't necessary or appropriate."
"One event shouldn't change your sense of self." - ManePonyMom
Others agreed and urged the OP to re-evaluate his relationship before getting married.
"What the f**k did I just read? You told her you didn't feel safe and she yelled at you (in your face!) and cried!?! She perfectly proved the point that you indeed have reasons to not feel safe around her."
"Did you have anybody comforting you after that incident? Or was she the only one that got that luxury?"
"She is not safe, OP. And if you want to continue the relationship with her, you need to (be able to) sit down with her and talk about what's going on and why she is reacting to you this way (dress incident and others that I'm sure you haven't told us about included)."
"If she isn't willing to work on this, then I think you should reassess if you want to live like this."
"You deserve better. Much love, OP, and strength." - Singularitysong
"This will not get better once she has you 'trapped.' Please, don't get married to this person. Best case scenario, she has s**t she needs to work through with a therapist and will likely need time alone to sort that out. Worst case, you end up 'stuck' with someone abusive and possibly dangerous."
"I'm not one to tell strangers on the internet that they need to break up and never look back. I don't know you, I don't know the whole situation. That said, please don't get married unless you feel completely safe and supported by your partner, even when you disagree/argue." - sky-amethyst23
"My guy, you try to have a serious conversation and she undermines what you're saying, refuses to entertain the discussion, makes herself into a victim and instead of discussing a serious issue that's affecting you, you now have to work to comfort her."
"Does this happen often when she's 'the bad guy' or when you come to her looking for sympathy? Does she frequently make discussions about her?"
"She's waving a massive red flag in your face and you deserve so, so much better than to settle for her." - The_Iron_Mountie
"If it's this bad now, it will get MUCH worse after the wedding, when she has you 'locked down' and can let her mask slip even more. You have way more to lose than she does and nothing to fall back on, which is concerning to me because she can easily use that against you."
"If your career was damaged and you lost your job, you might not be able to come back from that and you won't be able to avail yourself of family resources to keep you housed and fed in the meantime."
"You've worked hard, fought so many battles on different fronts (just the classism one alone is hard), pushed your way forward, or outright picked the locks, to doors that are literally flung wide open for people like your partner, and yet you're still vulnerable to so much. Your partner should not be one of them." - SilveryMagpie
After receiving feedback, the OP shared an unfortunate update.
"I haven't been looking at this as much because a lot has happened since I posted. I came home to see bruises on my fiancée as she got dressed."
"I asked her what the bruises were from. Apparently, she has been cheating on me. They weren't bruises. They were hickies."
"I don't know for how long this has been going on. I couldn't bring myself to ask."
"I asked her to leave my house as soon as she can get moved out. She begged."
"We were to be getting pregnant soon. She asked about that and I said she can have a baby with the new guy."
"She rolled her eyes. She begged for couples counseling. I said no."
"I let her keep the ring. I didn't want to look at it."
"I told her she can take the month to pack up her stuff and find a new place. I left for a friend's house and am staying with him for some time."
The subReddit was appalled not only by the OP's partner's unwillingness to support the OP in his work endeavors but also in how she appeared to be treating him in their relationship as a whole.
Though they weren't excited about the OP's update, at least they knew he'd be able to move forward in his career without potentially being sabotaged through his marriage.
Woman Breaks Up With Boyfriend Who Worried People Would Think She Was Trans For Using Stand-To-Pee Device
Content Warning: Transphobia, Transphobic Comments
There are countless different reasons that a relationship might end, and a red flag could arise at any time. Some of these might have been learned in childhood and could improve over time.
Transphobia is absolutely a red flag that should be acted on immediately; however, with no option to fly again, pointed out the members of the "Am I the A**hole?" (AITA) subReddit.
Redditor funnelfuss was in the car with her boyfriend when they got stuck in a traffic jam.
She really needed to use the restroom, so since she had a device with her to make the process easier, she decided she'd step out of the car.
But when her boyfriend panicked and thought people might mistake her for a man, the Original Poster (OP) realized that her boyfriend was not who she thought he was.
She asked the sub:
The OP had to use the restroom while stuck in a traffic jam.
"My (26 Female) boyfriend (25 Male) and I got stuck in an insane traffic jam. My boyfriend was driving."
"We were at a standstill. Found out later on, they had closed the highway."
"I had to pee really bad, like bad bad bad. I saw that a couple guys had run to the side of the road to pee, and I decided to do the same."
"It was super open, with a few bushes by the side of the road, really not much cover."
The OP's boyfriend became uncomfortable when he realized she had a pee-to-stand device.
"I have a stand-to-pee device in my car, but when I grabbed it, my boyfriend got all weird."
"He said people would see me pee standing up and think I was Trans."
"I said no one would think that, plenty of women have pee funnels, and that also I didn't care. I have no beef with Trans people!"
"He said I should squat, just to put his mind at ease."
"I said I didn't want to get my butt and c**ch out on the highway in front of everyone, or get pee on my shoes, and I just wanted to be quick and clean."
"He said he didn't want people to look at the girl he was dating and think she was Trans and that I should squat, like GIRLS do."
The OP decided she was over it.
"I was dying by this point. I couldn't hold it anymore, and I really didn't want to show the world my butt, so I ran to the side of the road and slipped the device into my jeans and just peed standing up with my back to traffic."
"No one could see anything; it just slides through the zipper. But I guess maybe if someone was looking, they would be confused? But also, who's LOOKING?!"
"When I got back to the car, my boyfriend wouldn't talk to me. He says I disrespected his feelings. But it was 100% an emergency, and I don't get what his problem was."
Fellow Redditors weighed in:
Some reassured the OP that there was nothing wrong with using the restroom how she wanted.
"OP, don't think for one more second about this. Your boyfriend is being ridiculous."
"As if you will ever see any of those people again! Plus, holding it in for too long can cause a whole host of issues."
"It's actually genius that you have something like that in your car, just in case. I'm going to order one too now! NTA." - m_alice88
"'Honey, please show all these strangers your c**ch and a** so they know I'm not gay, mmmm'kay?'"
"A weak man, a very weak man." - lefteyedcrow
"You must have a she-wee! Those are so great for women."
"Tell your boyfriend to get over himself. You had to pee. He does not understand that squatting can suck and leave you exposed."
"If he is that upset you did this, rethink this relationship. I would find it hysterical."
"NTA." - Oktodayithink
"NTA, OP. You just needed a makeshift restroom."
"Your boyfriend apparently thought that it was normal for people to stare at strangers who are trying to pee to evaluate who they are, who they're with, and what the status of their relationship is."
"You know, to pass the time while in gridlock traffic." - Pixichixi
"You did nothing wrong, OP! When you have to go, you have to go. It's healthier to go."
"And don't apologize! We're so wired to reduce conflict, even to the point of downplaying how we feel to keep the peace or end the silence. Don't do it."
"It's a him issue. He thinks his feelings on this are more important than your discomfort about showing your naked body on the side of the road. If he can't figure that out for himself and apologize, it would be a dealbreaker for me." - lelawes
Others agreed and pointed out that the ex-boyfriend was very transphobic.
"NTA. Your boyfriend is clearly transphobic. That is 100% on him. And who cares if people think you are Trans?"
"'He said he didn't want people to look at the girl he was dating and think she was Trans.' And you don't want people to think you're dating someone bigoted and hateful." - GreekAmericanDom
"He may not consider himself transphobic ('I don't hate Trans people! I just don't want to be associated with them or have anyone think I'm with a Trans person!'), but he absolutely is, probably with a healthy side helping of homophobia."
"Why would he care, unless a) Trans women are not women in his eyes, or b) it somehow would be emasculating or embarrassing to his ego to be with a Trans woman."
"Also, you're in a traffic jam. Who the f**k is even watching close enough to care, and who of those people matters enough to give two s**ts about what they think."
"Not to mention, he's being weirdly controlling about your behaviors and how they reflect on him in a scenario where arguably he's never going to interact with a single person he's worrying about." - maladicta228
"This post reminds me of the time I got dressed to go to a function. It was a casual gathering. My kid (this was solidly on their father, my ex, as he's gotten insanely bigoted as he's aged) said, 'Mom, you're dressed like a Lesbian.'"
"Me: 'Lesbians have great fashion sense, I'd love to be mistaken for one.'"
"They paused for a second and realized that I truly wasn't dressing for men (despite it being my husband's work function), and that being seen as a lesbian was a good thing. I'm so glad I raised them to think for themselves, and realize that one can be wrong, admit it, and work on being a better person every day. They've never said anything like that since." - baconbitsy
"He's so insecure (and transphobic) that he cares more about what some strangers in a traffic jam might wrongly assume about you (and thereby him) than YOUR needs, comfort, and health."
"He expected you to prioritize his insecurities (feelings) above that and then punished you when you prioritized your health."
"You sure you want to be with someone like that?? NTA." - molotovmerkin
"Your boyfriend is so transphobic that he wants you to expose your genitalia on the side of the road to prove that you're not a Trans woman because he can't stand the idea of a total stranger, in a neighboring car, whom he will never speak to or see ever again, thinking he MIGHT be SHARING A CAR (because the strangers in other cars have no idea that you're dating) with a Trans woman."
"You're NTA, but get a better boyfriend." - HighCsummer
"Literally, you have to be super transphobic to think people in traffic are gonna judge you if your girlfriend is standing to pee. Like come onnnnnn, this is some insane insecurity." - Responsible-Pickle-2
Some pointed out that not only was the ex-boyfriend transphobic, but also controlling.
"This won't be the last time he expects OP to sacrifice things or make her life worse so that she can conform to his ideal of feminine stereotypes and keep up appearances for his fragile masculine ego."
"And that he gave her the silent treatment for not obliging his transphobia and misogyny disguised as 'feelings' is also problematic." - blancamystiere
"He's insecure and transphobic. He also puts his insecurity and transphobia above your comfort."
"NTA, and honestly, you can do better than this specimen." - PetersMapProject
"NTA. Your boyfriend would have preferred for everyone to see your a** and vagina than have a random stranger think his girlfriend is Trans. He would rather you expose yourself for his personal gain."
"Get a better boyfriend." - Amaze-balls-trippen
"The transphobia? The insecurity? And the silent treatment when he doesn't get his way?"
"So many red flags!" - CarolynDesign
"He also puts his insecurity and transphobia above your comfort and safety."
"He would rather you invite unwanted attention and risk by exposing your private parts to the world than have people think he (who most of the onlookers couldn't even see) might be dating a Trans person."
"NTA. OP, he's too insecure, self-centered, and immature to be a good partner to you, given that he's willing to compromise your safety to avoid a single twinge of discomfort. Dump him." - Hari_om_tat_sat
After receiving feedback, the OP was reassured and shared some positive updates.
"UPDATE: Thank you, everyone, for helping me feel sane again!"
"I got quite a few questions about which device I use, and honestly, it's about what fits you best. There are a ton of options. It's what fits you. Check out pStyle, Freshette, and EllaPee."
"I tried peeing standing up in a toilet, and it worked fine. I think my aim was pretty good, but then I saw little droplets on the floor. No thanks, don't need that. Also, it's loud? Awkward."
"But for the outside, it's pretty fun! I drive a lot, that's why it was in my car. Lifesaver."
"Also, I guess in this case it brought out an ugly side of my (ex) boyfriend and clarified some stuff for me. A winner all around."
"And to all the commenters asking, YES, he is an ex-boyfriend now."
"And yes, there were other red flags."
"Ditched the man, kept the pee funnel. Gonna laugh at him every time I pee standing up."
There's no way to imagine just how awkward the rest of the car ride was after using the restroom and returning to the now-silent and very entitled boyfriend, still stuck in a traffic jam.
But fortunately for the OP, she learned something vital about her relationship during a moment that should have been a total non-issue.
By being concerned about this and expecting the OP to prioritize her ex's pride over her comfort, safety, and cleanliness, her ex told her everything she needed to know.